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Thursday, 09 July 2009
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Wonder what gone on me that im getting moody this few days. After two months my menses finally came, and its more then the usual and that sucks with the crams and everything. And my temper that was the worst.A few more weeks and my gastric medicine will be finishing and i could go back to be on diet. God the weight ive put on has been making me upset too. Met Dian yesterday and we went to plaza sing to catch a movie duplicity and it was 2hours and a half and there was no starting and the ending was like ?? so it like a total waste of money oh god.Iphone 3gs will be launching out tml..Kinda cheap though for the 32gb but we only get to be selling only on Monday. Not much of a difference its just the software which you could simply go to itunes store to upgrade it, and the 3.2mp plus you can video and they said the battery life span would be longer like 1to 2hours,not really sure about that. but still iphone the touch sentivity is the best among all the other brands. guess there will be more ppl looking forward to it. Drank abit beer it helps once in a while to make me fall asleep...
Monday, 06 July 2009
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Im complaining to myself. Just 2 weeks out of hospital and my tummy problem starts again, but the good thing was i still have medications on standby when it comes. I went toilet atleast 5times today to shit and bloated tummy with all the acid in it. Why must is have to be a long term illness. It comes and goes. .anyway for work i had convert to part time as i need for time for my case and stuff and i will be going trainning too has to do with slimming package and diamond packag. Its a woman bestfriend. Seems like my Brother and mother had a satifised pay last month. Both changing new models. My brother getting the samsung jet and my mother lg arena. While to me im kinda sick of phones. Its never ending..as usual business was poor at westcoast. Finally had a outing with Raine and Dian..i miss those days we went cinie to eat sushi and i will never go back to eat again. the salmon skin was cold when serve. Its been two weeks that everyday i been sleeping at 4am or later and waking up only at 9 or 10 even my off day. I need to have more beauty sleep. Been reading up newspapers everyday and seems like my passion is going somewhere else. Im always interested in what will clear your tummy problems and stuffs like that and went to ty up detox since i had constipation problems and eating medicines everyday. Need to clear it up seriously. Gonna try it for one week and see how as it goes its not cheapi brought it for 50bucks. While the sad thing was it was really time for me to move on. The wait is over..after a one yea wait Jason has a new girlfriend which is a phillipino girl working in his pub, though i have so many questions in my head, i just forget it. ive done what i could. I love the rainy weathers..
Saturday, 27 June 2009
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Im seriously pissed off and in a mood swing. Firstly my boss, I have been asking for commision and finally he gave me a answer when i read the message i got really flamed up inside. He said yes i wil be giving you commision but yours is special it would be a personal commision. I will give you a certain target and i would reward you with incentive but if never hit then dont have. With had he had sent me it was totally unfair to me and i asked what was his target and how much is he willing to give if i hit the target he said just hit the target after that then say. What if you have the incentive was 5dollars only? Do i look stupid? He just wouldnt say and i wouldnt agree to the terms either, therefore there were even more sacastic comments and unreasonable expectations. Everyone is a sales industry works for commision. You give me this price my standard will be at that price. Since you wouldnt give commision why must i help you to push for sales? i may as well be changed to a part timer i would earn even more that why. I dont know why i have a boss like him. Talking to him about work will shorten my life. I met Shuling on my off day. She slim down so fast and will be on leave till sept. Her baby jovern was very cute. The eyes look like ah siao and the nose looks like shulings. Im happy for her and she started a family life after a miserble waiting of 2years, she got 4 maltese at home and all look the same just the sizes and the names were so candy. One was butter,cotton,mellow and pillow. I like pillow and cotton while butter was fierce. Ofcouse when i was at shuling's house at hougang i will have flashback of the memories i had with Jason i couldnt help it i tried not to show out that i felt uneasy and moody when visiting shuling. And when i went off she directly know i was moody and she understand that feeling. I have been having late nights sleep throughout the 3 days and waking up early in the morning to go to work. Sooner or later my body is going to break down soon. I do hope someone was their to give me the morale support to care for me and walk this rocky path with me. Its devestating at times, moving though everything alone but i never will give up and just let everything to be in place. I will let things get in my way. I place the things i want it. But still im uneased and my thoughts would run though my mind unable to relax till everything is over. preseverance and pesistance.
this is pillow 
Zhu was lying down on my bag and my make up pouch as pillow
finally recoveringfrom my gastric ulcer. But the side effects has caused me water retention i need to go jogging back to reduce all that water
Saturday, 20 June 2009
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Finally im back to normal and have the time to come in and blog. For the past one week been sick and finally was out from hospital but still recovering. Last week it started with a bloated stomach. I though maybe i was too full or contispated or maybe my previous problems from stomach ulcer. So i just ate the medicines i have at home. But the next day i was still bloated and i couldnt eat and neusea keep vomiting though, and couldnt get better and get weaker. My tummy got even more bloated and heatburn and pain and the sides of my tummy. It was seriously uncomfortable worst then pregnant i guess. The heartburn doesnt goes off. Your full regradless you ate anything or never. So i decided to check things out at westcoast clinic and the doctor was like panic and saying i have flu and cough. And giving me more medicines on my ashmah. Not giving more medicines on my tummy. And i went home to rest not taking mc. But the next day things got worst i couldnt even eat and i keep vomiting that i know i had too much acid in my tummy and not having regular meals again so i had to go to the 24hours clinic to see a doctor and get some medicines. resting at home on my off day and a day mc and it was a tough time fo me. Still the next day back to work things arent gettting better and sharp pains on my rib so have to go to a and e already. Had an x ray and detect gastric ulcer. I couldnt let off as my blood potasium was high and they suspect it might be my kidney and have to admiting to hopsital. I hate it when i got to stay in hospital. Taking blood samples urine samples even my shit samples. And on drip to cure my stomach. I decided not to take a scope because it was really pain. I have mc till the 25of june but i guess i will be going back to work earlier or somethings may be kinda unpleasant.
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
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I have been more tan than the usual. Been trying to lose weight for atleast a month now. And that means dieting in whatever i eat. Been going swimming on my off days and jogging every two to three times a week. It helps me to relieve stress and whenever im not in a good mood. It feels good after all the sweat and the energy you have wasted. Dieting was not easy and caused me to have gastric problems espically in the nights or whenever i drank lime juice. Due to my stomach ulcer problems. So im banned in drinking lime juice or anything sour. Yesterday was my off day and i met dian and went to the place where you would walk finish the shopping mall in 15minutes which is clementi. I wanted to get the sim 3 it was expensive at $54 bucks. Guess i will wait for the price to drop then. Went to catch a movie with my ex secondary school friends. Watched monster vs aliens. Mob was hilarous. But the show was short though, what do you expect in cartoons? Next movie we will be watching will be ice age 3 and up up and away! we will definetly watch 3d this time. Whenever i pass by a mos burger i wont fail to buy ice milk tea. I just wont get sick of it. IT seemly addicitive to me. After the movie went to kuan hwee terrance house and starrt the mahjong session. Too bad we only get to play one round as wan ping needed to work early the next morning. Lost 5 bucks. Been having some think back in my memories when i was in work. It was really true that i had sweet friends a sweet boyfriend and a nice job but it all ended because of my stupidness and sturborness. Some good friends of mine ofcouse stood by for me and happy for me that i was back to normal the strong ade. Thanks Dian,Raine,Diana,phylicia,kuanhwee,shuling. Some just pretend not to know you and wouldnt even call to ask how are you. Or call you to go out. Or maybe just take you as invisible. People just think of your bad, and never give you another chance. It sad though like in the past when we always meet out and having fun and standing by for each other but now because of the good girl gone bad and changed at that time and now when everything is back to normal everything changes. It upsets me though now and then. But since they didnt want you back in their lifes or wouldnt even call u out or anything. I cant say anything either.
Been checking out private schools and wanting to take up business management finally im ready to go back to study might be this year intake or next year! saving up the money to go back to school~
our prawning outing
our yumyumthai buffet 21 dishes. Full till all of us waiting to puke it all out. 
we were crazy taking pictures after mahjong sesson.
just purely me
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us in kuanhwee big big 6 sitter car i forget what the brand but seriously the car was good!
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