Saturday, 27 June 2009
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Im seriously pissed off and in a mood swing. Firstly my boss, I have been asking for commision and finally he gave me a answer when i read the message i got really flamed up inside. He said yes i wil be giving you commision but yours is special it would be a personal commision. I will give you a certain target and i would reward you with incentive but if never hit then dont have. With had he had sent me it was totally unfair to me and i asked what was his target and how much is he willing to give if i hit the target he said just hit the target after that then say. What if you have the incentive was 5dollars only? Do i look stupid? He just wouldnt say and i wouldnt agree to the terms either, therefore there were even more sacastic comments and unreasonable expectations. Everyone is a sales industry works for commision. You give me this price my standard will be at that price. Since you wouldnt give commision why must i help you to push for sales? i may as well be changed to a part timer i would earn even more that why. I dont know why i have a boss like him. Talking to him about work will shorten my life. I met Shuling on my off day. She slim down so fast and will be on leave till sept. Her baby jovern was very cute. The eyes look like ah siao and the nose looks like shulings. Im happy for her and she started a family life after a miserble waiting of 2years, she got 4 maltese at home and all look the same just the sizes and the names were so candy. One was butter,cotton,mellow and pillow. I like pillow and cotton while butter was fierce. Ofcouse when i was at shuling's house at hougang i will have flashback of the memories i had with Jason i couldnt help it i tried not to show out that i felt uneasy and moody when visiting shuling. And when i went off she directly know i was moody and she understand that feeling. I have been having late nights sleep throughout the 3 days and waking up early in the morning to go to work. Sooner or later my body is going to break down soon. I do hope someone was their to give me the morale support to care for me and walk this rocky path with me. Its devestating at times, moving though everything alone but i never will give up and just let everything to be in place. I will let things get in my way. I place the things i want it. But still im uneased and my thoughts would run though my mind unable to relax till everything is over. preseverance and pesistance.
this is pillow 
Zhu was lying down on my bag and my make up pouch as pillow
finally recoveringfrom my gastric ulcer. But the side effects has caused me water retention i need to go jogging back to reduce all that water
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